i depended on your "helplessness" and fragility to maintain my identity as strong, nurturing and capable.
in truth, i am fragile and hurt. i have emotions that dont fit with this image of myself as strength and peace.
i let you choose which emotions i could display, which emotions you were most comfortable seeing.
i needed to see you as kind and loving and selfless in order to believe you werent cruel and selfish.
my horoscope for today said that sometimes i can be such an optimist that i am in denial.
previously:
weather or not - 2006-03-07
My Flight - 2006-03-02
poetree in motion - 2006-02-28
ultimate personality test - 2006-02-25
limerick e-trip - 2006-02-22