LOM dreampt i was dating a boy and she had to move back into this slum with Dan (our old roommate). in the dream she heard Dan on the phone saying "You're coming to repossess it?" i asked her if she's feeling anxiety about something... as usual the answer was "no, why?".
its not unusual for LOM to dream that im dating a boy. she dreampt these dreams long before we broke up (btw we broke up a week and a half ago but have resolved to stay best friends... its going magnificently thus far).
perhaps its b/c i talk incessantly about how much i adore eminem and howie day... i want them each, for completely different reasons. but its not like i dont also talk about my undying love for claire danes or ck model jenny shimizu. im an EOF (equal oppty fantasizer)... i have a deep appreciation for both women and men.
what i notice about myself, however, is that when im dating a guy i usually dream and fantasize about women; when im dating a woman i usually dream and fantasize about men. it isnt because im unfulfilled, or because i dont like who im with... wait...
why am i thinking of men while dating a woman, or vice-versa. is it about being unfulfilled? what is fulfillment? what does it mean to me to be fulfilled, sexually speaking?
to be continued...
previously:
weather or not - 2006-03-07
My Flight - 2006-03-02
poetree in motion - 2006-02-28
ultimate personality test - 2006-02-25
limerick e-trip - 2006-02-22