westerly rambles
2005-07-10 7:03 pm

visited with mom, brother, sister, grandma, and briefly with auntie.

heard something about attacks on london.

finished reading The Story of B, recommend it to everyone on the planet - especially Americans, including edumacated 'mer'cans.

at a local gaming place, internet free with beverage purchase, no mochas here so ive got bottled water. im out of control.

mom's friend makes me crazy. its an ex-bf of hers and he's annoying as hell. he just wont seem to go away either. if he tells me what my mom likes or dislikes, as if i dont know the woman who birthed me and the kinds of things she likes and dislikes, one more time i shall have to sock him in the nose.

folks here are sort of punkish, sort of metalish. we're listing to 107.7 The End (KNND) and i like it. they played popular after i got here - i had forgotten that song and actually love it, so funny.

meanwhile im mochaless.

mom wants to buy a house... er, a trailer... but im voting for a house. why do i have such a prob w/ her buying a trailer instead of a house? is it the status symbol? or is it, as i seem to tell myself and her, an issue of quality? whats really underneath this sneer of mine?

grams isnt a fan of me moving to mexico - people will steal my things, apparently. hmm... is that much different from america? i dont think so. personally, i feel safer in mexico w/ the machine gun-toting policiaca. but thats just me.

ive talked to db for a total of 20 minutes in the last week. very very sad. its starting to get lonely. i cant call him or get a hold of him. its all about him getting in touch with me when he has time. this is really testing my issues with communication and ability to have some semblance of control with the communication. in other news, tarot cards say db is mr right.

i was looking at my card for the year and its the chariot. travel, balance and other such themes are what thats about. no wonder im so restless. db's card for the year is about breaking from the staus quo, which is the exact opposite of what he's doing. ha. but he'll pay for it big time next year when his card is the death card and is about massive serious big changes. silly b, trix are for kids!

mom has a bacterial infection. we've been running around disinfecting the house 3 times a day, wearing rubber gloves, washing our hands, and doing laundry like crazy. brother had lice, so that was an evening of crisis too. sister? saw her for a couple hours in which the only crisis was her dad existing (i think i speak for both of us on this one).

okay, nuthin else to ramble about this minute.

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previously:
weather or not - 2006-03-07
My Flight - 2006-03-02
poetree in motion - 2006-02-28
ultimate personality test - 2006-02-25
limerick e-trip - 2006-02-22


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